i've heard from him. everyday, i hear from him.
you havent because he doesnt care about you.
he told me. i know it to be true.

so i feel guilt. to see you standing behind the person im telling
how much he loves me. how we kiss and embrace.
and i consider it a victory. thought you deserved it more.

but deserved doesnt mean anything next to adoration
the adoration he lacked for you. because you
couldnt keep him interested. like i have.

i have for weeks. haves for months. have since he looked at me
for the first time. he remembers too.
i know, because he told me. while we stayed up together

planning to be together more. but i cant believe him
to be sincere. you did. you misunderstood because he mislead
but you could have been smarter. like i am.

because he says i liberated him. saved him was the implication
which you never did. and you're surprised he doesnt want you
you mistakenly told me i'd end up like you. but you were wrong.